Kyori39 Blog

09/17/2026 - ...

I don't know why I still post updates on my YouTube community or why I started a blog, nobody knows that I exist and even if they did, nobody would care. One of the posts i made on my YouTube community was in morse code and it was something about me being able to disappear without anyone noticing or caring because of it. The one good thing about being super underrated and not having anyone know you exist. I should've just ended it all when I had the chance do, before I decided to become an UTAU producer. I've been trying to find something that doesn't make me feel this way but it's hard. This might be my last blog entry, and that post I made on my YouTube community might be my last. I was trying to get to at least 5 subscribers but I don't even care about that anymore, that just means nobody will care if I died. My favorite part about making cow songs was that if I made one when I was feeling depressed or angry, people could just laugh at it. I'll probably wait until I'm able to get Miku’s voicebank so that I can still make that personal song and then I'll decide if I'm ready to finally commit suicide.

Until then, goodbye.

09/16/2026 (again) - MARETU

So this morning I opened MMD and I loaded in one of the many Miku models I have and one of my favorite songs using Miku's V2 voicebank was stuck in my head, so I decided to look up if Vocaloid 2 works on Windows 11. Instead of getting Miku's V4X voicebank, I will be getting her V2 voicebank. Expect a lot of MARETU-style songs (and remixes) after I get it. I even (finally) got FL Studio so I can make one.

I was watching a video MARETU uploaded on his second channel that felt like a fever dream and all of a sudden I thought "what if there was a MARETU-style remix of one of natsuP's songs?" Yep, I'm gonna be making a MARETU-style remix of one of natsuP's songs. I will eventually make MARETU-style remixes of Dark Side of the Moon and Tears Rain but there's one song that I immediately thought of but you'll find out what it is when I upload it. It's gonna take me a while to make it since I have to make the instrumental myself and get familiar with FL Studio since I literally just installed it before typing this.

I will be making a Discord server soon, doing polls on my YouTube, and asking some people that I'm in a few servers with which songs they want to hear a MARETU-style remix of. Only thing required for a song to be eligible for it is that the lyrics need to be somewhere on the internet (the VocaDB WILL be the first place that I go to for the lyrics).

The following songs by natsuP are eligible for a MARETU-style remix as of 09/16/2026 (VocaDB edition since I only checked the VocaDB to make this list):

- This heart

- Brilliance

- Crying Air

- Monzetsu ☆ Nasudajio Ekusu

- *Shiroi Sayonara* (i am 100% doing this one in the future, before i started using kyori on literally everything, i went by shiroi because of this song)

- Last Protocol (again i am 100% doing this one you have no idea how much i love this song)

- Sweet Merry Christmas

- Fate -Unmei no Tobira-

- IMITATION BLACK

- Paranoid Doll

- Setsugetsuka

- ZERO

- BLOOD

- Taiyou ga Shizumu Toki

- LOVELESSxxx

- Secret After School

- SPIRAL GAME (thank fucking god this one is eligible)

- Arrest Rose

- Sakura Maichirinu

- Haitoku no Kioku ~The Lost Memory~

- Room 13943

- Tears Rain

- Dark Side of the Moon

- Le rouge est amour

- Taiyou no Kizuna

- imperfect flower

- Kodoku no Bannin

- Kinsei Gensoukyoku ~Fantasy of Iolite~

- Sai Shigure

- SHOOT ON TOKYO!

- Sunadokei

- hate

- Light

- The Last Supper

- a secret crush

- ALIVE BLUE

- Hime-kei Telemetry

- Akaneiro no Yokogao (holy shit this is one of the ones i thought wouldn't be eligible i'm glad it is though)

Again, I only used the VocaDB to make that list so that it would be easier. The Vocaloid Lyrics Wiki has lyrics to some of natsuP's other songs on there (if I remember correctly, every single song on the very first VanaN'Ice album is on there which would be appropriate for this change) and I will make a speprate list that has all of them. This list is already super long anyway.

09/16/2026 - Fixed a problem

There was an issue with the audio archive website where it wouldn't play any of the audio and I wanted to see if downloading them would work. Turns out that the audio files had been corrupted when I used Google Drive links so I uploaded them to my Soundcloud instead which solved the problem. You are now able to listen to the songs on the audio archive. And I should probably say this now but for anyone on the VocaDB, do not put my Soundcloud as an external link on my page. I'm only using it for the audio archive.

09/15/2026 - New Websites!

I created two new websites, an audio archive and a blog. I'll probably type here a lot.

Currently working on a final version of Cow Symphony 3 since I noticed you can tell it was rushed and I'm working on a cow version of Secret After School by natsuP (just out of pure boredom). Both will be found on the audio archive since I'm no longer uploading cow songs to YouTube.

I might also be getting Hatsune Miku's V4X voicebank soon!! I already have two covers in mind plus an original one and I'll probably make a lot of songs using just her for a while until I'm able to get more voicebanks. The three songs will likely sound different from what I normally post and will be longer than what I normally post since I wanna actually try mixing. The two covers I wanna post are both songs by natsuP (can you tell she's my favorite Vocaloid producer?) and then the other one is going to be a more personal song which is why I want to try mixing. I'll give you a hint and tell you that the original song will have something to do with the following posts:

For the people that know me, I'm sure it's obvious what the song is going to be about.